Yours to keep.

2010-10-07T03:05:00.000-07:00

Back frm burbery pub. But yixin is with her lovelies now. HAHA.
Jayven is hitting 1 yr old nxt mth. Like finally~
Very tired Gotta get some rest now. Bye

2010-10-05T16:20:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home while waiting for yixin to wake up. Bored~
For this past few months, I keep asking myself what do i actually want in life? Why are thr so many problem's coming into my life? I can jst stop all this shit, but i don't knw how to. Who can really understand me & knows what i really want & who is really the right one who can guide me thru out all this shit? No one. I want to say out all the things that are kept inside my heart but what's the point of saying? So many things happened to me this year but every drop of tear tells me how much I've learned & every scar i got tells me not to repeat the same mistakes again. I may look like I'm leading a good life now but I'm not. In fact, what i really want is not all this. The real happiness cannot be bought.. I'm tired of everything. I need a break. All i want is peace.. & to my best sis yixin who will always be thr for me no matter what happen since 2oo7 till now. Always supporting me in whatever i do. Doing stupid things tgt & fooling all day long like an idiot. Helping me to kio all my shit without complaining at all. Never fail to make me laugh & never ever fail rush back to tpy to find me whnever i need someone to talk to. No one will understand how close we are.
In fact, as close as a real blood sis(:

2010-08-01T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hi, nothing much to blog about. But i srsly miss those drinking days.
Jayven is hitting 1 yr old soon. Like finally lol.
K bye.

2010-07-17T05:59:00.001-07:00

Kbox ytd at cine with yixin & grace. Fun day eh! Loving my life mre & mre~
Alrigh , post again whn im free someday. Bye.

2010-06-17T13:20:00.000-07:00

Went gimmelove to get my koi done.
Will be doing colour by next mth.

2010-05-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

Loves~

2010-05-29T13:28:00.000-07:00

Bq agn ytd night.
Tired.

2010-05-27T18:22:00.000-07:00

Bq ytd night. Nice~
No pictures at bq cos too giddy lol.
K la, byebye.

2010-05-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

Boring sunday~

2010-05-21T12:42:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home now. Staring at furball & bell bell -.-

.....................................

2010-05-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

Jayven jayven jayven~
Love my little boy so much.
Awaiting for his 1st bday.

2010-05-14T18:52:00.000-07:00

Life is so boring~! ..............

2010-05-13T14:18:00.000-07:00

Decided to blog since i got nth to do now. Ever since Jayven is born i have been staying at home almost everyday. Totally no life now -.- But overall is worth it. Everyday seeing him growing bigger & bigger. I believe tht things will get better, its just a matter of time. Ok la, enough of my crap lol. Tht stupid yixin say want to meet me for lunch. Yet she say now very HOT? The sky is so dark now & going to rain soon, she still can say very hot -.- Idk why i got such a dumb sis. Forever so dumb one lei. Going central now. byebyebye~

2010-04-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

Jayven is 5 mth & 4 days old tday(:

2010-04-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

Jayven is sick since ytd night. I think is due to his jab tht makes him sick.

But his much better thn ytd night already. Hopefully it will continue to get

better.

2010-04-15T09:44:00.002-07:00

17th bday coming soon. Bought a Gucci lanyard,
Gucci sling and a bebe top. Happy happy lol.

2010-03-30T19:06:00.000-07:00

Say hi to this little ass~

2010-03-28T11:47:00.000-07:00

Back frm twn. Gonna bathe & slp. Nights~

2010-03-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

Yixin here making this poor blog alive. Say Hi to cute fat Jayven!

Tada~~~

2010-03-08T03:00:00.000-08:00

using hp to blog nw. Tday's picture of jayven.

2010-02-25T08:36:00.000-08:00

2010-02-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

Jayven is 3 mth old already. Time filesss~

2010-02-19T05:06:00.000-08:00

Meet up with jiayi tday at tpy central. Walk walk ard central.
Nth much. Update soon~

2010-02-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

Went town ytd with baby to shop for cny clothes. Bought 2 dress & a cpl tee with baby. Bought E63. So now i got two phone lol. Still thinking if i should sell my f480 anot. Well.. Maybe not. Shall end here first. Update whn i got the time.

2010-02-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

Have left out some pic of jayven.

Shall upload thm now.

2010-02-03T17:04:00.000-08:00

Jayven is now 2mth 1wk & 1 day old.

Somehow the first pic looks funny lol.

2010-02-02T16:24:00.000-08:00

Pictures~

2010-01-27T02:00:00.000-08:00

Tday's picture(:

Got alot more pictures to upload but very lazy alrdy.

So take this two to upload first. Will upload the rest whn i have the time.

♥ Love my big ng & small ng ~ ♥

2010-01-26T23:32:00.000-08:00

Happy 2 mth to my dearest jayven~
Went to baby dad bro wedding tday at bukit panjang. Meet up with sis ard 8, her mom tag along with her just to see little jayven(: Her mom keep carrying jayven, like carry until so shuang lo. Chatted alot & thn took sis phone & keep snap snap snap lol. Tday is really a very tiring day, Turning in soon. Night~

2010-01-25T01:25:00.000-08:00

Always the one who understands me the most.
And will nvr fail to be thr whn i'm dwn.
Love you sis. Blow kiss*

2010-01-23T11:53:00.000-08:00

Going twn tmr with yixin. Nth much to post alrdy lol.
Overdue pictures.

2010-01-18T03:10:00.000-08:00

180110

2010-01-13T16:50:00.000-08:00

Fat cheeks for you? <:
So in love with his fat cheeks lol.

2010-01-11T01:35:00.000-08:00

Helped jayven to bathe in the evening & thn yixin came over & we headed over to bishan to get our things. Bus back to tpy to meet sheng for dinner. Chit-chat all the way at inter mac while waiting for baby knock off from work. Waiting for sis to online now. Bye.

2010-01-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

Went ms tday with baby & some ppl. (Lazy to name out the names) intend to have a great feast over thr. Sadded, We reach thr quite late & thr is not enough time for us to eat as the restaurant is closing soon. Went to eat KFC in the end & thn headed back to tpy -.- WTF lei? Baby is going work tmr & I'm gonna rot at home with jayven lol. ): Very tired now, gonna upload some pics first thn off to bed.

2010-01-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

Have been slacking around tpy this few weeks.
Nth much to post alr lol. Loving my little boy more & more..

2010-01-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

Jayven is now 1 mth 1 week & 2 days old.
Look how much my little boy has grow, his face has totally change since birth.

2010-01-01T07:47:00.000-08:00

Countdown yesterday. But too bad din get to see fireworks.

Hopefully 2010 will be a better year thn 2009 yea?

All the best to everyone~

2009-12-30T21:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night went out with yixin. Another havoc night with her agn lol.

Will be uploading jayven's latest pictures soonnnnn~ (:

2009-12-29T05:47:00.000-08:00

Happy 2 yr 9 mth anniversary.
The one and only love of my life,
iloveyoulikeialwaysdo bastard. <3

2009-12-27T08:44:00.000-08:00

Went to celebrate jayven's full month yesterday thn headed to kimheng bbq.

Took damn lots of pictures but will upload some only super lazy to upload the rest.. Time to sleep now, bye~

2009-12-25T16:53:00.000-08:00

Aclova with baby & friends last night, totally like shit eh. Shall not talk more abt it if not more sot. Last night havoc ah! Clown of the day la someone. Leave thr ard 5 plus & cab to lorong 8 thn walk home tgt with baby. Tmr gonna be jayven first month. The time is ticking damn fast! Super tired now, gonna go continue sleeping. Bye~

2009-12-15T22:07:00.000-08:00

2 of you is more than enough..

I'm loving my little jayven more and more~

2009-12-12T16:31:00.000-08:00

Jayven just fall asleep & it's my free time now. Nothing much to update.
Actually is got alot to update la, just tht I'm lazy to type out lol.

Have not eat anything from morning until now.

Very hungry leh.........................

Jayven looks so funny in this pic. Smiling or trying to be cheeky? L0l.

2009-12-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

Just reborn my hair tday. Sit at the saloon for 4 hours.
My whole body numb already lol.
Very satisfied with the results so it's super worth it lo.
I love nwl & njh f. lots~

2009-12-09T23:05:00.000-08:00

Very tiring nowadays. & my eyebag is getting worst lol.
Bring jayven to polyclinic for his jaundice check up with baby just now.
His jaundice is now 76 already. Happy happy* Very lazy to update more. Bye

Jayven looks so girl girl in this top~

2009-12-04T05:41:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to update.
Here are some pics of my dear jayven.
♥♥♥♥♥

2009-12-01T13:16:00.000-08:00

Went ICU with baby to do jayven's birth cert. After tht went back home to bring jayven go polyclinic for check up. Back home around 3. Baby help jayven to change his pampers & know wht happen? Halfway thru jayven aim baby and pee on him. Haha! Luckily only kena his legs th rest on the bed lol.. Shall end at here first. WIll try update whn i got th time.

2009-11-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

Thnks all for the concern and wishes. (:
Gonna update on the birth story since I'm free now.

25 nov,
Felt a little contraction pain on Wednesday morning. Decided not to care about it and continue sleeping bcos th pain is still bearable. Flip all over the bed like crazy cos th pain is getting more pain. Told baby about it and he thought tht i was joking with him lol.. Went to bathe while baby start packing up my things. Took cab over kkh. Done with registration and all. Nurse bring me in to the observation room. Doc came in and checked my cervix and told me I'm 1 cm dilated. Doc say tht i have to stay in th due to water bag not enough water for baby scared tht water bag might burst at anytime and might have risk. But decided not to stay in. Doc say tht it is my risk to go home so need me to sign some documents. Went down mac with baby to have our lunch after that went up and did my scanning. Done with everything and waiting for payment only. Poor baby did not slp for 24 hours & he fall asleep at the sofa. Cab home at 4.

Reach home straight slp. Super tired. Woke up by th pain around 7 plus. Continue sleeping as I'm super tired. Pain comes every 3 min but still bearable. At Midnight pain getting more and more pain and halfway thru i heard a pop sound lol. Water bag burst. I faster wake baby up and told him my water bag burst. I get changed while baby pack my things. Cab over to kkh and straight went in to th delivery suite. Power ah, this time around the pain rlly unbearable. I was nearly in tears alr. And i keep screaming for epidural. Mummy came in and i told her to help me to sign th form for epidural. Finally get my epidural jab around 3 plus. Happy ah~ Totally can't feel any pain. Baby came in and accompany me thru-out th whole night. Keep bullshitting with his nonsense lol. Around 4am doc came in and check my cervix 6cm dilated alr. Should be able to deliver by morning.

9am in the morning,
-Doc came in and check my cervix 10cm dilated alr.
-Started to push as guided by the nurse.
-Keep pushing and pushing but still fail.
And baby was beside me keep on non-stop telling me baby coming out alr. Nearly scolded him cos he is super noisy. -.- Haha. Cannot take it any longer alr so i use all my strenght to push. Baby boy is finally out. And th nurse told me tht he weighs 3.24kg. As his estimated weight is only 2.9kg? Vomited due to side effects.
Gone thru 9 hours of pain. But everything worth it(:

2009-11-27T22:56:00.000-08:00

My precious little boy is finally out on the 26 nov.

Here are some pics of him from birth until tday(:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-11-11T23:51:00.000-08:00

The truth is out.
Guess wht sweeties? I spotted tht all along thr's a fat bitch beside me. LOLX~ My toes are laughing :> Not trying to be mean but to be honest.

2009-11-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

Went home just now cause mummy wants back her F480. Sian~ Always last minute thn say. Bobian have to buy another one to use first cause i sell th G705 alr. Went central around with daddy & look at phone, none caught my eye. End up i get F480 lol. Use mummy's one for a few days alr, find it not bad so intend to buy & use(: Promise tht i'll stick with this phoney for long ok~
Daddy i love you loads. I knw everything you do is all for me, i rlly knw. You have done your part as a real good father frm th start, i will do my part to show you in no time. Pinky Promise* No one can ever replace you in my heart now till forever. <3

2009-11-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

Wooos~ Received my gucci lanyard tday by normal mail. And it only took 1 day to reach me. Fast eh! OH, & i just receive a mail saying that my clothes has arrived. Finally~ I think I'm gonna continue with my online shopping~! Byebyebye for now.

2009-11-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

Received jiaming's letter tday. The wordings are super neat but i doubt tht is his handwriting lol. He say his doing well inside thr. Glad to hear tht:) There's a few people he wants to send regards to also. Not sure when his coming out but probably should be next year around july? Can't confirm for this. End here. Will update sooney~

2009-11-03T13:46:00.000-08:00

Went home at night around 9 plus to get my ic from daddy. And mummy don't knw from where pop out a phone lol. F480 Pink somemore. Quite nice lo. I told her i want to try out th phone but actually i want th phone lol. Intend to give daddy my G705, but he don't want. Wasted~ So i will be selling it thru internet for a higher price rather thn selling it to those dealer shops. Okokok. I want to slp alr. Bye for now.

2009-10-30T12:21:00.000-07:00

The weather's so cooling now unlike th past few weeks. How i wish th weather will remain liddat for life lo. I feel like giving sis a punch on her face lei. She can go crazy for mac cause she won 6 piece nugget lol. And keep kpkb on th phone because she wanna redeem her nuggets. LOL~ Okie, back to my online shopping. Tata~

2009-10-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

Received my masks on tues but after i open th parcel i realised that 4 masks are missing and my shiseido whitening mask turns out to be another kind -,- Totally piss off. Msg th lady and complain about their service. She did apologize for th mistakes done as all th masks is th delivery man who packed it. So partly is also not all her fault la. She also compensate me by giving me some freebies lols.. And i request for a home delivery for th masks & i add on quite a few masks also. And tday th delivery man delivered all my masks to me but i was sleeping lol. Luckily baby got help me to take. Heng ah, all masks received in good condition & no missing piece. Nth much to post alr, will update soon~

2009-10-22T21:14:00.000-07:00

Bought 2 tops from a online blogshop. All should be arriving by 1-2 weeks time:) Bought a jojo hoodie tgt with jiayi sis~ Ordered a BROWN contact lens also, and th owner turns out to be jiayi friend lol. B4 sat sis will be helping me to collect th contact lens around her area. Will be meeting her on sat & take my thingy as well.
Love you la sis! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
And I've also ordered a total of 12 face masks & 7 eye mask from another online blogshop. $1.50 per face mask & $1.00 per eye mask only. Probably will receive the masks by mon or tues. Have not tried their masks before, hopefully after using results will turn out great yea. OK, I'm gonna continue with my online shopping. BYE~

2009-10-17T04:27:00.000-07:00

Went tpy central with darling sis & wuiliang. We both bought a pajamas, same colour but diff pic nia lol. After tht went to inter to post letter & bought famous amos. Walk around inter & then bus back to leafy place. End here for now. Bye motherfuckers~
I'm waiting~

2009-10-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

Tday leafy baby went to changi to visit jiaming. And he told me to stay at home to wait for him, but i buey tahan to stay at home alone. So meet up with xinhui & go shopping. Well, spend lots of buckys tday at bishan la. M/phosis, pierre cardin stuffs & more.. Cab back to tpy around 7 & walk around central. After tht walk back to 69 with xinhui & waited for leafy baby to come over. Just love his stupid little leafy face la:) Tmr should be meeting up with darling sis bey~
5 of you will do.

2009-10-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

Had some chat with darling sis on msn. Thanks sis for what you have done for me in th dark.. And yesterday night before bed time baby said some thingys to me. Overall i think what he said was totally true.. Just like wht darling said too~ And overall your just bull-shitting with some shit words out from your mouth huh.
Shameless bitch you are. Right darling? :)

2009-09-28T13:50:00.000-07:00

Tday I've spent my time sleeping non-stop.. Woke up about 30 mins ago only lols. Actually i don't have anything much to blog about also. Baby is now sleeping like nobody business lol. And there's smth which makes me quite stunt lei... I wonder why my mini-laptop can play dota? Th main purpose i buy this laptop is to surf the net and all. But baby keep pestering me to let him try play dota using my mini laptop.. And he success! -.- LOL. It's not lag at all, just that th screen very small. And i think that my laptop is gonna be dead on every sat and sun lol.

2009-09-25T09:23:00.001-07:00

After 1 week of decision, i decided to get a mini lap-top for myself. Cause baby always play dota for 374543585 hours & i don't really get to use the com for long -,- So.... went to funan tday to get my mini-laptop. Went home straight after I'm done with all the laptop things. Promise baby that I'll go and find him after I'm done with my things but tooo tired already so i sleep at home until night. Woke up around 10 plus. Called baby and then on com. Might be meeting him ltr after his back from parklane. Alright, will update again soon~

2009-09-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

At baby's place blogging now. So bored~

Woos~ Got myself a gucci tote bag. And now I'm broke again lol. Next I'm aim-ing for a burberry watch:) But cant carry on to spend money like this anymore. Must try to save save save... Wanna go watch tv already. Update when I'm free again.

2009-09-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

Baby is otw to changi to visit jiaming now & I'm at his place enjoying now. :) Aww, miss that fat jiaming. His always the clown of th day. Seriously, i miss him & i miss miss miss those days with you guys & going weird places at night lol. Esp 2007. Hope your doing well inside there. We will always be here waiting for you to come out de la~!
OHYA. I loveee my fat baby like siao la!! ♥
Off to play my dota for now.

2009-08-24T11:01:00.000-07:00

I knw i have not updated my blog for quite a long time cause I'm very sick of blogging already. Nowadays I'm staying at baby's place & spending my time on dota lols:) Baby is sleeping at home now & i went back home around 10 plus just to play dota lol.. Ltr when his awake i got to go find him again. Ok, I'm going back to my dota already. Bye~
Just wait and see bitches & bastards out there, our life will be much more better then your after 5 mths.

Fuck you bitch

2009-08-02T21:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder lei. Why on earth there are such people who like to come to my playlist and cope songs. And the next thing they will do is, put the same song to their playlist also. -.-

2009-07-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

Currently at baby's house blogging. And I'm going back to my dreamland after this post :)
Well, I've been spending my days at baby's house sleeping or outside ton-ing.
And my probation is officially over after today. Time files~
Shall end at here. Will update more on the next post.. Tata~

2009-07-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back home! But for awhile only. Cause baby is at safra playing billard. Later going out to meet him again. Actually i got nth much to post also, just post for fun nia lol.

Here' smth funny. Look alike huh? Lols~

2009-07-14T12:27:00.000-07:00

Got nothing to do at home, so i went to change my blogskin. And finally i'm done with it. It took me 2 hours to settle it lols. Trying to tong until 6 plus cause i'm meeting baby. So tired~
Think i'm gonna take a shower agn to make myself more awake! Off to do my things now..

If only the time could rewind..

2009-07-05T18:14:00.000-07:00

Don't know why out of a sudden, i feel so down & i rlly hope that the time could rewind to the past.. But it's totally impossible, i know.. All thanks to that fucking picture la! Whatever it is, this is the path i choose so i'll just stick it with me. Even it's good or bad, i will accept everything it is.. I put all my hope on you now, just hoping that you will do your best in everything you try my dear..
Praying deep down in my heart,
Just one fine day, i hope you will think through clearly and know i rlly wanted all along(:

2009-06-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning tday. And went dwn for breakfast with baby. :D

Went home after eating. Watch tv until halfway & i fall asleep lols. Off to cook my campbell soup now. Tata~

Overdue pic.

2009-06-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

Been spending lots of money this few days, my wallet is going to have a big hole soon. Meeting up with my dearest jiayi ltr on & we're going to j8. And idk wtf happen to her la? She just called me & keep laughing about weiliang? Lols. She's always a crazy bitch. And a good news to me is, 1 more month to go for my probation to end. :)
V lazy to blog more alr. Will update more the nxt time..

2009-06-18T09:47:00.000-07:00

Rotting at baby's house again.. Same old thing, his sleeping like a dead pig. Boring! And tday I went all the way to taka just to get my lv wallet.. Thnks daddy! by helping me to pay half of it. Cause i pok alr.. And I cant stand the fcuking weather, it's so damn hot now!!! Lol. I'm going to take a shower now & off to bed. Tata~

2009-06-17T11:55:00.000-07:00

Won't be blogging often, cause nowadays I'm staying at baby's house. I'm so bored now la! Baby went to play dota, he ask me to go with him, but i don't want. Lol. Tmr going town, maybe going with baby's big sis? I need to get a new wallet soon! Hopefully by tmr~ Ok, off to do my things while waiting for that idiot to come back home.

2009-06-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

Went town tday. Alot of pics to upload but not tday. Soon alright.
A big problem occur tday all thnks to a bitch.
Seriously use your brain before doing anything lei.. Brainless bitch.

2009-06-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

First day of work, I'm not rlly used to it.. Luckily got ahphew & ahfei to help me cover. I keep slack around the shop cause tday the boss nvr come dwn until around evening time? Tmr will be better aye? After work baby came inter to fetch me, slack at thr for awhile thn headed home. Went to buy sushi first. Baby told me he saw a small little pup? I walk out of ichiban i saw alot of people gather at one corner. I walk closer, i saw a small little puppy! So freaking small, and it looks not stable yet. Cause when he climbs up the stairs he still falls. I think the legs still weak. Lol. The lady is selling him. 5 weeks old only lei. Silk terrier. Told daddy about it, I asked him if i can get tht little puppy. And he nag for 30 mins? At last he say he will get it for me! Woohoo~ Tmr a new pup will be joining my family. Love it la! And i realise smth, after i took this 2 pictures i was thinking why is the pic so bright when thr is no sunlight at all? Lol -.-

2009-06-02T17:24:00.000-07:00

Will be working from tday onwards. All thnks to ahphew intro aye. I want to chiong & have lots of money~! Baby Phoenix I'm coming for you very soon! Lol. Maybe won't be blogging often alr.. Off to prepare my things now.

2009-05-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

At baby house blogging now. And I'm fucking hungry! So i will try to make this post a short & quick one. Ok, rewind back to yesterday.
Went central with baby & the rest. They wanted to play billard, but no table. So we went to have our dinner first. Me and baby went mac eat & the rest went to meiyan. After eating, they went to play billard. And I'm sitting thr doing nth lol? Lend frm jiahui his iphone to play games.. And around 9 plus they stop playing alr. I tell baby i want to buy sushi! Cause halfprice ma :O When i reach thr, don't have the sushi tht i want -.- So bobian buy others lo. Went to ichiban after tht. I saw the sushi tht i want. And baby say he treat me eat. So i take 5 lor. HAHA. Went to mos burger & slack while waiting for nicholas. 11 plus we headed to safra cause they want to play billard again lo. This time round luckily got jiayi call me if not i sure rot at thr. Went back to baby' house at 1. Shall stop at here. I'm off to look for food. Lols.

2009-05-22T23:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up for hours alr. Got nothing to do, so i on the com & continue playing my restaurant city on facebook. Lol. That blackie is out frm morning until now. DOTA AGAIN! Wlau eh..... I very kelian lei. He keep want me to stay at his house & don't allow me to go home): yet he himself go out for dota -.- Boring! Somehow i do miss someone out of a sudden. Well, maybe thr are too much memories? But now, without that person also don't make any diff in my life. Lols. Enough of my crapping. Off to play my restaurant city~!
Low jiayi! I miss you like fuck! Do you knw?
Faster meet up when you have your day off.

2009-05-18T01:50:00.001-07:00

Suddenly got the urge to blog. Baby is sleeping & I'm doing nth but at here blogging shit. Ah nvm, shall find a topic to talk about. How i wish hor, I can ziap my whole leg. But baby sure don't let one, say what very ahlian. People out thr of cause will think that is lian. But to me, it's a artwork:) And people around me might say when i grow up will regret. But i dont think so? lols. My nxt tattoo is gonna be a phoenix on my thigh. And It's a must! I must try to think of ways to let baby approve.

And to people who wants to have nice beautiful tattoo for life, you can take a look at this website. gimmelovetattoo.com their artworks are nice like heaven. But of course, their prices are more than your expectation. But who cares? Most impt is the outcome. Tattoo's are inked on our body for life. So think twice before getting one. And going to the right artist is also impt. My 2 babies are done by cindy dior. She's also one of the gimme love tattoo artist.

The one with a butterfly is a cover up. Cost $170
And for the Japanese wawa cost $300.

2009-05-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 7am in the morning. Sleep for the whole night while baby is out. Shiok ar~ Lol. Baby came home at 7 plus & i took my shower & we went dwn for breakfast with him. Slack at his house downstairs with chi yeu, nicholas, simple. After tht baby longbang me home to take things. And we went back his house dwnstairs to slack again.. Boring* Ohya, & i went his house dwnstairs to get my new kun man tong. I lost my other kun man tong don't knw fly until whr alr. Maybe he help me to cover smth bad so it's lost? Idk. So i invited a new one, 70 bucks aye. And yes! Fuck my weak body! I always feel so giddy & stomach pain for no reason's. The pain always pop out at anytime. So pekcek lei. Lazy to update more as I'm very tired now.

2009-05-12T21:12:00.000-07:00

Woke up not long, now at baby house blogging. And his beside me disturbing me lol -.- Yesterday went town. Walk around & the guys snap alot of pictures lol. Went far east to check on smth, too bad nvr open so we frm thr walk to cyber dome so far lo! And thn went back to tpy around 11 plus.. Slack at crc dwnstairs, suppose to go home alr, but we all very tired so we sit at thr for awhile. Suddenly saw ahphew they all lol. Crap around & talk nonsense~ Pei baby they all go play billard until i fall asleep. -.-I think this week will be a tiring week for me, cause thursday I'm going go town with jiayi & maybe friday I'm going town agn? Faints* And back to baby's house with him around 3 plus, took my shower & off to bed.

2009-05-10T16:44:00.000-07:00

Won't be blogging often from tday onwards. Got alot of things to settle. Life is always full with problems! Promise you guys i will update if i got the time ok? And I'm fking happy now cause I will be able to step out of tpy tday lol. It's been months since i step out of tpy alr. Going far east with baby tday. :)
Dearest jiayi, last sat i cant get to meet you. Promise to meet you by this week.

2009-05-06T12:31:00.000-07:00

I will lock my tagboard for the time begin. As i will be checking my cbox stuffs. And to the bitch who loves to spam nonsense at my tagboard. Now, I'm removing my tagboard, so take your time spamming the air hoh. You take your time & slowly wait until the day i unlock my cbox :) And look, you're the one who is still a child. Spamming people blog & interfering people life counted as mature? OMFG LEI. I tell you la, you are the one who needs to grow up. Still drinking your mother milk i bet. Oh please leh, 2 years plus with my boyf is much much more better thn YOU who stands at geylang 24 hours. HAHA! Oh ya & I'm very proud of my tattoos, no need you to say. I have the money to put for all i want. Why, Jealous har? You call me a bitch? I turn out unexpected so you wanna see how bitchy i can be? I bet you are someone who is very close to me before aye. It's such a disgrace for your mother to have you as a child. Mother give you a name you dont wanna put, tag as psby? What more dumb names you can think of? LOL. Since you love to tag me, why don't wanna put your bloody bitch name down instead of hiding behind the com? Scared eh? Thn don't tag la. Dog dog. Wlau eh, barbarians.

2009-05-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

Wellwell, I wonder why nowadays people outside are so KPO? Or maybe interfering people life satisfied them? Lol. I knw i got a very loving boyf. And we have been tgt for 2 yrs 1 mth & 6 days. Jealously kills i knw :) I rlly dont understand why people love to comment other people r/s? Or maybe they cant find a man who loves them truly? Just fk & throw them? I pity YOU. HAHA. I'm rlly laughing out loud ok. And your comments won't bring us down at all. Sad to hear this? Aww.. And here's a advice for YOU. Mind your own business & watch your mouth bitch/bastard.

Move along,

2009-05-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

Back home for tday. And I'm in deep shit.. I didn't went for my counselling session. Suppose to go last week but i keep on delay until now. Think tmr i will give a call to my po. Yesterday, ton with baby, sheng, chi yeu & terry. Went to play lan, around bugis area thr.. HA! Yesterday while baby is playing dota i keep disturb him & i force him to eat wang-wang lol. Play until 7 plus thn we went back tpy alr. Reach baby's house first thing, bathe & thn sleep. Baby went out to have his breakfast with his daddy & I'm at home sleeping like a pig. And he came home around 12 plus i think? He keep disturb me when I'm sleeping -.- Keep snap pictures of me and talk nonsense to me lol. He disturb until sian liao thn go bath. And finally i can sleep peacefully looooollllllllll~ Ok, I'm very lazy to post more alr.

2009-04-29T08:53:00.001-07:00

Hey, friends out there. For your info, I'm no longer using the 9193**** number alr. You can stop calling tht number cause, it will not be in use anymore.

2009-04-28T11:34:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home now. So bored lo.. Transferring songs to my memory card now & i waited for very long alr. -.- Aye, not much update for tday. Only pictures. Alright, let the pictures do the talking~
Mr furball number 2. Lol~

A game for two,

2009-04-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Reach home not long. Baby longbang me home & i was laughing all the way lol? Idk why i laughing also lol. Nobody is at home now & i wonder why no one is at home. Did not manage to sign the hp plan tday cause early in the morning baby came over my house & longbang me go his house & i fall asleep at his house all the way until night time. And the worst thing is, I did not top up my prepaid for 1 week alr. Not bad hor? I can tahan for 1 week nvr use phone. LOL. I'm going to call baby now. Tata!

Fall too hard,

2009-04-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm back home:) Ton for 2 weeks alr. All the way at baby house. I'm sick from monday until tday. Fking xinku lo. Baby is sick also, so qiao hor? Tgt sick also lol. And this wednesday is my bday yet I'm sick -.- And 3 cheers to me, I'm 16 now. Tmr going out with daddy to central. I'm going to sign a new hp plan, wooos! No more prepaid. Changing hp number agn, i will only give my new number to my close ones. Gonna have 2 phones again lols. Will update when I'm free agn. Bye people.

Stick with you,

2009-04-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

At baby house blogging now. I've been tonning for days alr. Yesterday night, went to east coast with baby, jiayi, weiliang & chi yeu to diao bear bear lols. Spend over $100 for the whole night. Caught a huge bunny & alot of sweets lei. Lol. Slack around east coast until 6 plus, thn we took bus go home.. Ok, I'm very lazy to post more alr. I'm going to watch tv now. Tata!
Baby & the big bunny lol. :O

How much you mean to me,

2009-04-05T08:31:00.000-07:00

Ton for quite a few days alr. Went to work on thursday & friday. Sleep all the way at the office on thursday so boring & tired la. Wlau eh, actually on friday i don't wanna go work but bobian cause i want $$$$$ lol. On friday after work the person told us tht, his not sure weather tht we still can continue work or not, cause the boss kpkb saying tht we very slacking or smth? Lol. -.-
On sat, went to work tgt with baby, jiayi, sujena, sheng & weiliang. All earn around 40-50. Work until 11 plus thn went back tpy alr. Suppose to go east coast yesterday but no people go.. And baby keep stopping me frm going home lol. I wanted to go home, cause on the nxt day i need to go for my course. In the end guess wht? I nvr go agn, last week also nvr go -.- After tht i force baby to pei me go central cause i wanna buy a taiwan drama cd damn nice lei. Walk until his hse dwnstairs, & it started to rain -.- & the umbrella so small lo. Went to every part of central to search for my cd but none of the shop have stocks. All sold out. Sadded* Went to kfc to have our lunch, baby so funny lor. He ask me to tell the person to change the drumstick to thigh, one not enough still want another one -.- Thn he keep ask me to change this & tht.. Sibei pekcek lor. Home sweet home with baby after tht. Shall end at here alr, might be going out ltr to meet baby & go east coast(:

Tied down,

2009-04-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

Woots, finally found a job alr. Will be working tmr i think? Lol. Me, sujena & sheng working tgt. But too bad baby cant work tgt with us cause they only need 3 ppl. Working for 2 weeks only. But better thn nothing. Lol. Ok, I'm off to do my things alr. Bye people.

No longer stand a place in my heart,

2009-04-01T15:31:00.000-07:00

Now is 6.31 in the morning. I did not sleep for the whole night again. Meeting baby ltr on. Ok, about yesterday, baby came over to my hse dwnstairs to fetch me with his "moto bicycle" lol. Wlau oie! You knw hor, Whn I everytime sit on the "moto bicycle" i very scared lei esp when baby longbang me. So damn fast and the brake like no use lol? I rather he longbang me with his bicycle lor, even though it's not as fast as the moto one. Oh ya, not forgetting sujena. Last two days which is monday, i woke up & saw her writing smth on the table. I thought she was writing smth to sheng? After tht, went dwn with baby to eat.. Went back his hse & i saw a letter under my hp. From sujena aye. She writes dwn all the jobs tht are available in a foolscap & put it in a letter. Cause, i told her tht I'm finding job urgently. So sweet of her right? Lol. (: Ok, i think i'm going to prepare my things now & go over to baby hse alr. Sian! If baby is not sleeping he can come longbang me & i no need to walk all the way to his hse lo. &@^#%&!%$#&!
Yesterday bring furball over to baby's hse. Yesterday so funny lo, baby longbang me & he ask me to put furball inside my bag in case he falls. And his so fking fat! LOL.

Thinking of you,

2009-03-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

Was scrolling my chinese songs & i saw this song & it reminds me & baby. On our 3rd month we always sing this song tgt lol. It's a memory tht i will nvr forget..

爱的主旋律
男：是你在那个雨季闯进我生命
带着一点任性和迷路的表情
女：是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂
温暖的手融化我仅有的坚定
男：天上亿万颗星星我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻得可以还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直达我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：来做我幸福的主旋律
男：从前都是迷
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律永远唱下去

Love like this,

2009-03-29T10:12:00.000-07:00

Happy 2 yr anniversary baby!
Having so many conflicts throughout this 2 yr, our heart are still tgt as one.
Trying your hardest to give me the best.
Nothing can describe how much i love you.
Through ups & dwn nothing can tear us apart.
A love like this can nvr be replace.

Falling to pieces,

2009-03-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

Went out with baby, jiayi, weiliang & kuncheng. Headed to amk first cause jiayi want to collect her things. Went to bishan after tht. Went arcade to diao bear bear lol. Me & baby spend quite alot of money.. But at least we got caught smth la. Went home around 7 plus cause all of us are damn tired. And tht poor lil baby of mine, because of me he did not sleep for 2 days alr. :O And the moment baby reach home, he straight away go sleep lols. His so cute luh, he told me tht whn i reach home i cannot use the com. Cause, he want me to slp early so tht i'll be able to wake up at 6 & meet him. Alright, I shall stop here alr. And I'm super tired now. Bye all(:

Good or bad?

2009-03-26T12:19:00.000-07:00

Few days back.. smth fking bad happen, i'm rlly speechless over it.. And only my close ones knw abt it. Shag ar! A big thnks to you guys who has been cheering me up. And to jiayi, I knw you're also stress over my thing, dont worry ok. And to baby, I knw tht this few days i've been throwing temper at you for no reason's. But you still give in to me & putting up a smile on your face.. And most of all, I wont let this problem pull me dwn. No matter wht, I will find a way out..

Make every second count,

2009-03-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

Well, Woke up quite late tday.. suppose to meet baby at 6 but i overslept. Went central with my dad to make a new pair of spectacle. Waited for around 30 mins to get the spectacle done. After tht, went to eat kfc and headed to baby's hse. Watch tv all the way & at around 9 plus, went dwn with baby to buy our dinner & at 10 he send me home.